I did a little research on what the 'problem' might be, and learned that I might be focusing in the wrong place right now. GOALS, which I am very familiar with, are the WHAT, WHERE & WHEN of planning. They are the measurable, specific, quantifiable markers of growth that require action. What I've been missing is the WHY.
INTENTION is WHY those goals get written down in the first place. Intention is the internal feeling, attitude and focus. It's also the motivation, the reason and the process.
Now, let's get on with it.